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The Dream Journal

by Cerulean Skies

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Faces in the cold wind Dark laughter from oblivion Tears fall, but from sight they are hidden Filling the space of the silence between them It will age you prematurely It will infect your thoughts with worry Distraction provides a means of retreat But it will find you again in the hours before sleep Reaching arms, the shelter of trees Faces in the autumn leaves Voices carried by the breeze Nostalgia bends my brittle knees Who do you want to be seen as? An artist? A person whose very name when mentioned inspires a silence of sombre acknowledgement? Now’s your chance. I reject your optimism Everything ends Everything’s ephemeral Our lives mean nothing Be alive in this moment Now’s your chance. You can live with a ferocity that throbs like the blood in your veins Now’s your chance. Now’s your chance! Let us dance.
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The blue light of dawn, it blinds me like a sunset In the world’s endless evening exodus We migrate to a promised land Pushing past the cold horizon Through the veil of death Into the cradle of life She said That’s not the life you wanna lead So take the plunge and follow me Into the shadow Of your fantasies All you love is just a dream And at night I scream into the sky It hears, but doesn’t see me cry My home The one I’m trapped inside Of looping thoughts and dying time A shrouded world haunts us It drives the bus downtown When the time comes for closed doors It turns the mirror around I have no thoughts – only dreams And pathways through the forest where they lead me In the future they walk Ever onwards, intersecting – so they leave me Each an empty happiness
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I am the monk in the tower The world around me revolves Visions of what could be Possess and torture me Breathing Of primal knowledge Bathing In the patterns that it's grown Finding myself in a strange place In a body that says I belong This is life Cradled in my arms This is love Expressing itself to me Earth below But my thoughts a shining sea Near shores of marble temples devoted to its study I want to live in a house on the river The flooding would fit my amphibious nature The lights on the shoreline, from the bridge can be seen Lanterns that float in faraway dreams Oh, the parties that I’d throw, the parties I would throw Everyone would bring everyone they know The floor is lava The swamp is frozen The air is jelly Your tree is blue Crouched amidst the ivory herd Coloured by the shadows cast Along their statuesque forms Wandering, glimpsing, driven by alien energies Can you feel the power? Can you feel the rising tide? This power lives in all things Know it when you feel alive
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Words don’t fail us – we fail words We all have power but choose not to speak In the closet, in the clouds We find our roost in the nest of dreams I am a fractured being Dwelling in the filth of pessimism All alone with the others I am a fleeting presence In my weakness I have failed you Behold the relics of my time here And in their judgment I am the jailor The dying man and his betrayer In the forest beyond I will build a haven
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Let’s go Inhaling the intangible (in the) mountain's shadow I’m not a musical guy But I like 80s techno I can help everyone here But I'm too afraid to speak We're all in such great pain And I am far too weak I want to visit you at your home near the rising sea This city is sleeping And we are just its dreams Days pass like clockwork And we were just brittle wrenches That week the Robin died Is this what living in the moment feels like? I’ll just wait things out and see what happens Passivity is this formless noise And I’m like a crowded bus I’m full of silence Why must we mourn the paths we have taken? My entirety is crippled by those all around me In a body that has slowly grown enough I'll just turn into a goblin and dance until I drop I'm not a musical guy But I like 80s techno And I have been awakened!!
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Catharsis 05:26
We laid there frozen as if by a spell Every word, we were breathless to know Action potential straight from his soul Each word making the rift more whole A fire was there, lonely and cold Four stood around it, and reluctance three showed Pseudopoetic, she stood on the edge And we can see now that some things just don’t need to be said Catharsis We sing it to ourselves I don’t want to die until I’m someone else When thought of in dreams, the future will laugh And the world of the present will have decayed in the past Hearts and drums throb in asynchronous rhythm Colours in the dark and the music’s sweaty drone There’s no doubt that we’re all dancing But it feels like I’m alone If my value is lesser than or equal to My overall amount of failed interviews Then is the length of my future decided By the number of parties to which I haven’t been invited? Catharsis We repeat it to ourselves I don’t want to die until I’m someone else While our lips are still dry, we drink to the end From cups crystalline like the tears of our friends Catharsis Let’s sing it to ourselves I don’t want to die until I’m someone else And we’ll sing it again because we all know it sells This ritual of healing as old as commerce itself
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An ode: Set out through the evening snowfall So you depart from me The cleansing rains of this cold planet chill me as I sleep The whim of dice The different ways in which we aim these dying bodies As we seek to fly Do you see your dream girl? I’m going to bury her deep in my reptile mind The universe is pulling us apart As if in pity for my singing heart Soon to call across the void In remembrance of its cherished friend Having lost its only other light An apology: The sickness that swells inside of me Cannot be expressed A hidden tenderness Clutched against solidifying breast This malignant dishonesty By which I have become possessed Has shaped my vessel

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Entirely DIY, this album was recorded and produced July 15th through October 28th, at various locations in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada. Please enjoy :3

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released November 18, 2016

Tim Cleaver - keyboards, synthesizer, piano, vocals, guitar, and trumpet
Inteus - drums and percussion, vocals
Mira Kolodka - guitars, vocals, and some piano
Kieran Whitford - bass and vocals

Gang vocal crew: everyone above, Steph Kolodka, and Geoff Coran (who kindly let us use his Shure SM7B)

Daniel Guerrero - additional percussion

Music by Cerulean Skies except when noted
Lyrics by Mira Kolodka except when noted

Produced by Cerulean Skies

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